Today's my day to feel crappy. In fact, I had to read my own post above to remind myself that I felt great yesterday. I thought once I knew the XABF had started his vacation with the current woman, my high spirits and confidence would continue.
So WHY does that inner evil voice of mine have to insert the doubts? It's awful! The Adult logical side of my brain knows I made the 100% right decision, but that little voice inside my head says "Are you SURE? Wouldn't it be fun traveling right now?" My reasonable voice hollers back "ARE YOU CRAZY? He's probably doing a pub crawl right now!"
Sheesh, I'm tired of second guessing! Go away, evil voice! There's not a single human being on the face of the earth who thinks like you. I could think of at least two dozen people who KNOW HIM who would think I'm crazy for even thinking such a thing!
Oh, it's maddening!
