Hi 5Stars,
Welcome to SR .Sorry for your current circumstances.
I can relate to how you're feeling or not feeling.
I can't really put a term to it ..becuase it's was everything.
Can't eat, can't sleep, can't cry, tears at the edge of your eyes
Fogist, presure in your head, confussion, Shellshock , PTDS
Fear of loosing everything, becuase watched everything being lost.
Fear of loosing your sanity, or feels like you're going to have
nerve break down.
For me yes..i felt all those things...in shock,
bewilderment ?..that too.
Numbing out to survive or make it through...
becuase of maybe what's next..what going to happen now ?
Last edited by Morning Glory; 11-15-2008 at 12:22 PM.