My bf thought he had it under control... and he has spent a few thousand on oxys in over a year... grant it I'm not so sure how much he really has spent, but I know it has to be more than a thousand.
One pill goes for about $10-$25 EACH!
Read up on snorting if your intuition is not loud enough for you to hear it... it's really really dangerous. Your A... he may play it off like it's not a big deal... i know mine did!
So... what did you guys agree on? He does it in front of you... or tells you about it? What is going to happen when you can tell he is acting "different' and "closed off"... and he is saying he isn't doing the drugs? That is such a long and hard road to go down... trust me when I say this... it will make you crazy!
SO... if anything, my advice is to keep all the lines of communication and lead an authentic life yourself; as well as, one together.
It is then that all the cards are face up and you know if this is a life you are comfortable with living. Otherwise, be grateful he is being honest and showing you all his cards... so you can make an informed decision.
I have been in your shoes... you will have to make this choice for YOU and on your own... but read some of these stories on here... this could be your life.. if you continue... and I'd let him know where your concerns are.
My sis in law... after going out on a few dates with my brother, he pulled out the Coke... and she said (and I'm so proud of her for this).... she said...
Throw that out... in front of me... or do it in front of me! BUT if you use it - be guaranteed that you will never hear from me again, much less see me. IF only I had been so smart to do that when I saw the first time him snorting an oxy... instead i stewed and then freaked out when he did it again... and then said NO MORE. But he kept on with it, only difference is... he lied about it.