I was re-reading this post..
I see now, the reason I posted was to comfort anyone who was curious or in recovery and completely overwhelmed by how much "recovery work" they had to do or had still to do. I have been there and I remember thinking, "How am I supposed to tackle all of this?" Unfortunately, I have spent most of my recovery in this position.
So, really letting HP have all my mess, and me letting go of it, has been a challenge for me, to say the least, lol.
I just want to say, don't give up and trust your HP!
He will help you shed the load, and he doesn't really expect you to do a whole lot other than believe He can do it.
It's never too late to "Let go and let God"
Growing