Thank you Lightseeker. I may make some phone calls this week to see if there if there are any kid friendly meetings. It's such a lame excuse when I say out loud that I can't because I have a child. Then I get a little whiney cause AH has a child too and that doesn't stop him. It's a non-issue for him and it should be for me too.
Anyway, went to church this morning. Spoke to the pastor about some spiritual counseling/faith based marriage counseling and how to get more involved with the church. We both think that will help and give us some positive things to do together and to reach out to others.
I feel good, I feel positive and I feel like anything is possible today. I also know that in my next breath, I may not feel that way. I'm running with it and enjoying it for now. I like the way hope feels.