I know in my heart that Go d will do what is best fo rhim, and for us I'm just hurting right now. I thought I was over him, but clearly my heart is still very musch attached. For different reasons. He is a human being and it is very cold in ND, I'm affraid very affraid that he will die, then what will i tell my children? The questions alredy come, why isn't daddy here and why won't you let him come home? When he called and said he wanted to come hoe just a few days befor thanksgiving my heart stopped.
I know Iwill be okay I just hate the procces getting there