{Posted By GreenTea}
Amazing how the veil of denial lifts, isn't it? And how the light from a different perspective helps you to see the truth of what has been happening.
For the longest time, (for me anyway), the last thing I would admit was that alcohol, my "friend" and "comforter", was actually doing its best to kill me and to make me thank it for doing so.
How much of my life would have been different if I hadn't been clinging to the lies alcohol was feeding me? But no longer...
YOU ARE NOT ALONE!
When you're so busy trudging through the ever-deepening slimey muck that you force yourself to endure, its really hard to see the monkey that's on your shoulders steering you by your ears. All you know is that tail whipping at your back and the constant shrieking.
Evil monkey.