Thanks for explaining. I had forgotten you talked about that earlier. I can see why you are feeling confused. I think it may be time for serious reflection and rational thought (not emotional reaction) about what you want for your future. If you can try and separate this thinking from you AH and this other fellow and restrict it solely to you and your needs/wants, it may be helpful. Not easy to do I know but it is possible to analyze our selves and our situations rationally if we really try.