Thanks everyone for your responses......I had done a lot of thinking, meditating and praying on this in recent days. "Pre-planning" outcomes is a short coming of mine and I realized that is what my mind is doing with my marriage. I need to practice living each day as it comes.....I don't know what the future holds and we never know when tomorrow might not come.
Glad y'all reminded me to live each day for what it is and enjoy every minute that I have.
JT-I will have to keep chanting to myself Married one day at a time!!!
It is comforting that I do have y'all....always listening.
I am living for today starting today!! No more sweating the future:sweat
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