So confused
Hi, I am new, I have been dating an alcoholic for about 2 years. Just recently he lost the job he loved and was unemployed. Prior to that He had been sober for almost a year. He has never been abusive to me, other than the fact that whenever he slipped he broke my heart. He told me I was the first girl he ever gave drinking up for. I thought our love could help him survive. He said he didn't want to go to AA meetings because when he got out of them he wanted to head straight to the bar. Is that an excuse? Jus this last weekend I was out of town on business, and we talked every day. Saturday and Sunday rolled around and he was no where to be found. The next day I could tell he was hungover. But since I wasn't there I just begged him to tell me the truth. He said no he hadn't been drinking. I didn't believe him so just last wednesday I left a message on his machine telling him to get his things out of my house and never contact me again. Telling him how I can't take it anymore. Since I have done that I miss him and want him back...WHY????? <img border="0" title="" alt="[Frown]" src="frown.gif" />