Originally Posted by
Alera 
I am the one who makes the choices to use or not to use.
I have tried every method of getting out of this conclusion, tried every rationalization,
reasoned logically how using is not my fault, using is not my choice.
It's not my choice because (a) my body is chemically disposed towards using (b) i have family history (c) i'm trying to control my life by controlling my chemical intake.
(d) whatever reason someone else creates and i hear about.
But, in the end, I couldn't escape Alera's truth.