Rusty...how many years had you been drinking, how often did you drink and how much did you drink at a single sitting?. Finally, what did you drink?. I know these might sound like silly questions but I have a reason for asking them (long story).
1- from the age of 12, to the age of 48... yikes!
2- in the beginning, maybe every weekend, then a few other weekdays tossed in, then every wekend, the progression led to every day, some pharmicuticals tossed in ta-bott.. put them down at age 30, then ouchy'wow-wow, did the booze'n take off...
3- went from a few at night, to noon and night, to morning noon and night, to not going more then 10-15 minutes without it, or the shake, rattle and roll would play!
4- went from beer, to beer'n mixed booze, to straight booze, even drank grain a few times! XXX
amounts from two to six, to eight, to twelve, to 1/5's, 1/2's, to all i could keep down, and if i couldnt, would hurl to get it out, and to get it back in... morning dryheaves to get a jump start on it!
real discustting huh!
point, it ruled my mind, body, and mostly, my soul...
hope this helps need4...
now, my question... ???
give us the readers digest version of the reasons you ask...
xxoo
rz
ps, need4, i'm stil shake'n the hard times loose! lol
relativly happy, and sober tho!