Thanks for all the welcomes, folks.
The holiday was not good to me. I was doing fine until Wednesday afternoon; I just couldn't fight it anymore... It cut through my resolve like I had none at all. Back to square one. I experienced an unavoidable trigger. But, I did learn something.
The first time I quit, I did go to AA, for about 6 weeks. I hated every minute of it, though I did learn quite a bit. (No offense to anyone, it just wasn't for me)
I thought I could just "willpower" my way through it like I did last time.
I don't think that approach is going to work, this time.
One other thing. When I quit the first time, I didn't really WANT to quit, but I did. This time, I really, really want it, but it seems MUCH harder...
Thanks for the support, folks. I'll beat it.