Originally Posted by
chiynita 
I feel like the biggest loser ever. Especially when I know what I could have been and where I should be in life if it wasnt made so easy for me.
Hi chiy:
It's perfectly natural for us to feel like losers when we lose something. Don't get into shoulda, coulda, woulda thinking because the past is the past, and I don't know of anyone who has been able to change the past. You are going to beat yourself up, and in the end, you still have to face your problems after you get through beating yourself up.
You are going through some difficulties in life right now. DO NOT DRINK! When you drink, you are just going to add to the difficulties that you have right now and who needs more problems in life? Forgive me if I am being too straightforward here, but I hate to see people do this to themselves. God knows I have done it to myself.
Peace.