As hard as it is for me lately to have to deal with my own $hit for the first time. I welcome it and am glad I have to face my own actions finally. Its scary and I may not like it most of the time. But it is what I need. And have needed for a long long time.
Mygrams isnt going to live forever. Then what???
I am screwed if I dont get this going now with her guidance.
It sucks.. But I know it is what I need and will make me a better person for doing so. MAy even help in ym recovery.