Thanks for sharing.
When I was faced with with my own actions and consequences, I really began to change in my life. When I couldn't see any way out but to start from where I was climbing out the hole, I was forced to learn responsibility that required action. Nothing happened when I wished or just thought what I wanted with my life. But when I got to the end of myself with consequences I really realized that I wanted to be different than I had been so I started making necessary changes.
It's not easy but there is great strength in taking responsibility and righting the wrongs and fixing things in your life. You will start to feel good about yourself.