Also,
my son called last night again, and i let it go to voice mail. didn't have the energy for it.
But he left an apology. Said he was out of line and shouldn't expect me to think like him. Doesn't know why he always uses me as his go-to person when he wants to blow-up. And that he loved me.
I was surprised, relieved, but I still looked for the angle and am waiting for the shoe to drop. Sad isn't it?