confused
im confused withmy feelings...
i dont even know what to write..
the good thing my husband is in rehab so imhappy about that.
sometimes ifeel happy , than i feel sad,, than confusd than self pitty , than guilty,, than just thinking... its hard to deal with all these emotions..
iknow i have big damage in my soul from all thethings ihave gone through the last years...i know it will get better slowly.. iknow that he might get beter and might not..
sometiems i feel people that know about it feel bad for me and it makesme even feeling worse.. even though on theother side ifeel happy theycare atleast.
i dont know..
i feel sad , anger,hope,guilt, for feeling like this...
i know i have to help my self up
i try, ikeep myslef busy and doing good things for mykids, and family.
it keeps me feeling better than just sit and think....
did anyone lese know what im talking abou ... this feling of big thing onyour chest??....