As my eyes fill with tears..there is hope...
Well, i just received this message from my daughter and I had to pinch myself to see if I was dreaming. I think she hit rock bottom and the only thing I can do is hope that what she says is true and she will follow through!! Please pray for her....
Here is her message:
mom i found a good place in VA that is going to have a bed open in about a week it is a year long program! I know that i am not doing right by my son!! And it hurts me that i am doing this to him!! He is my heart!! That is my biggest issue right now!!how can i do this to my son!!! I looked at lyndsey's pics from her party that i told her i was comming to and it broke my heart!! YOu all are my family and i have done you all wrong!!! What kind of person am i!!! I am trying to keep myself safe until i leave!!! I was hoping to be around for the holidays and i hate to miss another birthday, but i want to get myself together so that i can spend the rest of my life with him!!! I love you guys!! PLEASE give ELY my love and a kiss for me
love,
Kristen
I have my fingers crossed that she is ready to climb that mountain!!!