Originally Posted by
THE KING 
to be fair to my knowldge he still is clean it's just that the BIG clue popped up again when he didnt call back and the fact that I know he is or atleast WAS thinking of dealing is very very concering.
So you don't have anything but a tiny peice of information (no call back) and your mind has taken that information, blown it up, made some decisions about what is probably happening and already jumped to what you might do "if".
Big grin.
Dang, King - you be one of us!
We call that "future tripping"... my mind tends to do that when I don't have enough "drraaaaaama" going on.
One of the "fixes" for it is to write it out - all of it. All the what-ifs and maybes and if-onlys and he could end up heres.... get it out on PAPER. Then read it and burn it.
While burning it - send up a prayer (don't worry about to WHOM you are praying - it DON'T matter) - send up a prayer that Higher Power will resolve those issues for you so that YOU can concentrate on your studies.
Sound silly? ... yeah. But it works.
(((King)))