I have been trying Match.com and Christiancafe.com. I am really shy at first, so it is difficult for me to meet someone. But I really understand how you feel. Like I feel like I go to the grocery store or church, and I see these couples.
And then I think . . . I used to be one of those couples (and I remember the good memories) . . . but with an alcoholic, I remember the embarassing memories just as well.
I am positive about the future. I know it will take time.