Thank you all for your quick and considerate thoughts.
It's great to know that others have felt/feel like I do.
I found a beginners AA meeting close by. It's this Thursday nigt. I plan on being there.
I feel a little better now. More stable. Hopefully, a good nights sleep and taking care of myself will make for a better tomorrow.
Not drinking today.
Thank you all again, it means a lot to me.
Ghost