What is this fear about?
THe more I read, the more I know it's time to go. (I rhymed!) I'm scared and sad. I do love my AH when he is not drinking. He has an amazing heart but this is a progressive disease and he is not involved enough in his recovery. He's taking antidepressants and seeing a counselor every other week but truly, I can see his heart is just not in it.
When I think about truly leaving, I feel some excitement but fear too. What is this fear about?:praying