I am gonna think on over the weekend. The business is floundering. Don't think it's worth much. We are not fighting anymore, actually he's nicer to me than for the past 23 years. The BIG fight was over his student loan and the monies he had borrowed from his mom, supposedly to help with bills, but I didn't even know about this till the divorce!. He put it in the business account, and it went to online pills. He put up a fight over selling the house too. He wanted WAY more than it's worth. It's a huge fixer upper. Now that he lives in a cozy apartment, he realizes just how much work this place is. Life seems to be getting harder and harder and I can't seem to get a hold on it. Full time work is so very hard to find here. I do have money coming from the sale of a pony and my steer, but since it's not in my hands yet, I can't count on that. So, maybe I have nothing more to lose.
Sorry , this is so scattered. I am thinking out loud
