Just had a realization after AH called a few hours ago ... I don't feel responsible for his happiness, I don't feel the need to rescue. He's having a bad week, feels because I don't write, theres no hope for us. Says maybe he'll just go to a halfway house when he gets out instead of coming home since he doesn't know me anymore. I don't think he really means it cause then it was would I please write so he can have a little hope to hang on to. Back to my realization........ I don't feel responsible for his happiness, I don't feel the need to rescue. Is this what my recovery should feel like or am I weird and crazy like my kids think? LOL