ok, just got back from NA meeting. There was a MA meeting tonite in my area too but the NA meeting was closer.
People were nice and it seemed like everyone wanted to smile and make eye contact with me when I went up and got my 1 day keychain. That was nice, I usually hate making eye contact with people because they are fake but I think these people were real, they seemed like real people, accepting and genuine. I think they were truly happy that I stood up and went to the front.
I met a guy after the meeting that does a breakfast meeting on Sunday so I am going meet him then.
I came back to work to get my mind of using and the next meeting I found (MA) is tomorrow morning.
What do I do now? What is the next step?
-C