You will, indeed, be missed simply because your recovery has been such a light to those who need the beacon to lead them out of the darkness.
But...that is exactly why what you are doing is a healthy thing. Recovery is all about growth and finding our wings, as you have found yours.
Please know that your seat is always here and we are here too, cheering you on as you make this leap of faith. May your life be filled with the many blessings of recovery and the knowledge that you are loved.
Hugs