Starting at the bottom of PG100, it says that if an Alcoholic is Spiritually Fit we can do things an Alcoholic shouldn't be able to do. It lists a few situations and on PG101, it says that if we cannot meet these conditions we are still of the Alcoholic Mind and there is something the matter with our Spiritual Status. It suggests trying to avoid circumstances where possible as well. I try to live by the book but also do not allow myself to be lead into temptation. It's nice to know that I can deal with it when it happens. The answer depends on your determination and will power. Some are blessed with more will power than others and I don't know your personal tolerance limits so I can't help with your dilema. I do wish you well in your decision however.