Hi Friends!
I've been invited to the baptism my cousins having on Sunday for his twins.
I used to hang out with my cousin when we were teenagers, smoking joints and all that
. But nowadays I don't see much of him anymore and in fact the last time I saw him was two years ago at his wedding. I kind of get tthe vide he doesn't want to hang out with me (but of course, who would want to hang out with an alcoholic!).
However he's invited me to this baptism he's holding this weekend. The thing is I don't know if I should go or not. The truth is I'm embaressed in front of him and his friends and family about my alcoholism (or more so the antics I performed when I'd been drinking) because they all know what a problem I am when I drink.
I'm also a bit scared that it might be a boring day and I won't know anybody to talk to, so I'm a bit affraid of being stuck with my dad and grandfarther
at the meal.
What do you think? To go or not to go, this is the problem...