Yes, yes, yes. My daughter was out of her mind on crack. When I was called to go to the hospital emergency room for her, she was on crack and all I saw was pure evil in her eyes. Her look scared me like never before. I also had to call the police on her once when she was on crack and I saw her wrestle with a female cop. I think the cop was afraid of her. It took two cops to cuff her, and she is only 5'2" and weighed 100 pounds. I was horrified at that behavior because she really isn't like that. I hope to God to never have to see her like that again. That was a long time ago and I am trying to live in today and enjoy her being sober. Those nightmares haunt me every once in a while. I am in therapy and my therapist says I am suffering from PTSD from all I have been through with her. I have seen things that a mother should never have to see. I know I am not alone here. Many mom's here have had to endure the same things. God help all of us.
Please stay away from him when he is like that, hon. I am scared for you.
Take care of yourself..........Lo