We are all like that. But shutting down and staying in the house looking at walls and space will not solve anything either. Will it help him if you are home? You keep on keeping on. That is what we all do. Many days I would come to work and sit and cry. But the love and support I received from others here was great. It helped me so much to have friends around me that cared and loved me. I knew I was not alone. You really want to help your hubby? Then my advice to you is help yourself first. Work on your inner self. Begin your recovery. Get to a meeting and read the posts from the other ladies. It helps. It really does.
-Broken
:ghug