RJ, Have you ever heard the words "You are the most important person here?" That is the newcomer at an Open AA Meeting. We all had to start somewhere and do what worked for us. I was willing to do anything to stay sober. AA was there, all I had to do was go through the doors and there were people wanting to shake my hand, smiling, laughing,.....It was hard but I kept going back and each meeting was all that much easier as I made "sober" friends. If I hadn't done this I would have been dead soon. :wtf2
kelsh