Originally Posted by
Pinkcuda 
Why? Has something happened that caused someone else to have control of your destiny?
My destiny has always been my own Pinkcuda. It's on the map like everything on Earth. There is little I can do to change that. We are all gods, but even gods have limits and weaknesses.
I never imagined that the highlight of my life would be defeating the challenge of addiction to alcohol, but despite all that I have managed to achieve in life, everything - absolutely everything - pales in comparison to the monster of this addiction.
If Ican beat him/her/it that I can die happy a man.
And to tell my grandchildren what?