Old 10-15-2007, 10:41 AM
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cinderellawkids
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Ive had a few as Im still blooming slowly.
My moment was when I drove the man Im still deeply in love with to the bus station and got him on a bus to go 500 miles away, where he has the potential of a job and a little trailer. As much as at that second I wanted him to stay and he wanted too as well, I said "this is going be good" "You cant stay here and both of us naively believe things will just change."

We've separated a few times, but this is different, usually he ra or someone else took him this was me making the way for him to go, and him going as both our hearts screamed no.

I didnt listen to my heart for the first time in my life.

My heart is still upset with my head, but itll get easier.


(Nyte, thanks for sharing your last post. )
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