Scar I've protected her since I was 7, I always took care of her. I always did, I shielded her from evil. Oh god a sister a sibing caring about m and my life I don't know if I can handle it. She knows I have ptsd but a lot she doesn't know I don't want her to know. She is only two years my senior an did so well in her life. How do I protect her from this torment, It will affect her, and seriously. I love them al so much. I kept silent 20 plus years why they don't need this, let them think I am just the screwed up sister I'm so scared