OMG I just invited my sister here
Had a very long talk wth my only sister who trully cares an understands. I led her to this thead now I am terrfied by what she might read here. We chated ***** msn for hours tonight. I don't really want her to know the insecure and screwed up side of me. She is my closest sister, We shared our childhood bedroom, I took care of her as a child in the 70's and LSD was big and you had to sneak in the house Do I want her to know........She is no strager to mental illness and I or you will have to direct her to the right thread, Her husbands brother is schizophenic, her hell, she only dared one child as 10% chance or her offspring beng scitzo to. She is so super, so funny, so inspirational,
Right now I feel like I have just led her into hell. My hell and she dosn't deserve that.
OMG what have I done. I don't want to lose her too. I love her so much. What have I done now