Hi Wylie,
I remember that fear when i first cleaned up. The only place i felt safe was in the bath with candles. I was scared of everything, germs, people, my memories and mostly just how i was going to survive. I didnt know if i could do this thing. It just felt too big and i was so unbelievably overwhelmed.
It took me a long time to start moving past that and it was really when i started connecting with other women that i really felt myself coming back to me.
