Good for you! I know how hard it is, it is soo hard. I made a list of all the rotten things my SO did to my while high. Standing me up, lying, taking money, writing cheques, did i say lying....then when I feel sorry for him i read th list and think how he did not feel sorry for me when I was walking to work becouse he pulled a no show, or the sleepless nights worrying, etc...it truly helps me stay strong. I am kind to him but really keep my distance so he won't thing I have given in again. Stay strong girl, it is hard but wll worth it. remember, nothing changes if nothing changes!!