Originally Posted by
sad and in love 
I am completely over him, as in I have hated him for so long for things he has done to me, I wouldn't date him again for a billion dollars
No, you are not over him with those strong emotions going on. From the little you said, its not surprising with the abuse that went on. Give youself time and seek therapy if you need to. You can and will heal with time and work on yourself. But that level of anger can be harmful, even if justified.