im so tierd
ihavent been here a while....
todAY AFTER 3 WEEKS CLEN MYHUSBND WHOIS Acrack addict went back touse....
it was such hard work these 3 weeks....forhim,, and for me too.
somany times i he was so close tousing andsomething stopped him.. todaynothing stopped him..
i feel so so tierd of this,.. hoping forgood and than crushing again,....
i cried somuch today,, ithink i have nomore tears.. im just so devasted....
iwant it to work so bad... iwnt recovery for him.
its been 7 years tht wemarried... and allthis years something happens.. im just tierd,.......
iknowits my choice tomarry an addict..ilovemy addict like all of us here do..
ah,,,ok just venting...