I know that you're in pain, Tammie, but hearing how you are working your recovery is inspiring for me. I know it hurts.
The pains that we endure as addicts are hard to articulate. You are doing us all a service by sharing it since it reminds me about the horror of withdrawal. I also agree with you that doctors really need to look into a PDR and see what a "harmless" drug like Ultram can do to us.
K