Hi Need4,
I share your feelings, maybe not to that extreme, but I know where your coming from. I left them by getting married, that was a dumb thing to do. How many here have done that, raise your hands...alright, how many did NOT marry to get out of the house...lol. Then I married again, hoping to have my own family, and was forced out of that. Such is the lonely life that lead me perfect this nasty habit. Now things are somewhat better, but I just have to get better myself.
Sorry, didn't mean to take up your time without submitting an offer, but much like polygamy, one family is too many!
Take care, pal, I hope things work out for you. Drinking won't make it better, just make you worse.
S