I'm back..the pill is not a bad idea. Maybe tonite because I will need to sleep.
My H is pissed and said all the things that are going through my mind. Wipe our hands of him, concentrate on the GS. How dare he call here with that kind of news when we are going through so much, too? Selfish! Manipulative! Quack!
I think your post about protecting myself is right on the money and having contact with my son right now is not protecting myself. He can't stay with us because it will end badly and I am too fragile right now to deal with his kind of stuff. Me...ME...ME...I have to think about Me...
I rarely really cry..my H is worried about me...and angry because that is how men react. My reaction was due to being overwelmed...each thing, each large, add up to more than I can handle so something has got to go! (I am a logical thinker...can you tell?)
I have to think of me...my son is an adult...a low bottom drunk who has made his own choices. My falling apart will not change it.
Sounds good on paper (computer screen),right?
I think I have gotten off the roller coaster and gotten on a trampoline!
One foot in front of the other...but when was I issued lead boots?