Hi
I hope you know how many people around you that love and care for you. We all fall down and do things we know is not good for us. Accept the fact you made a mistake, and that you are still a wonderful person. You can make it! Your life will continue without that horrible drug. Of course it may be a struggle, but as long as you know you want to make a change in your life, work for that change! No one here will look at you differently if you fall again. None of us are perfect and we don't expect you to be. Just keeping wanting that change! Know that nothing can control you! You were happy without cocaine before....you will be happy and strong again! We are here for you!