Please Help Me...
Hello,
I never ask people for help. I am a very independent woman, mid 40's, with a professional career and my own business. I am well respected in the community and make a very good living. I have started to use cocaine.
I experimented for a while after college (early 20's) and have not done it for years. A friend of mine came over several weeks ago and I accepted a "toot". I also remembered how we used to lace a cigarette with cocaine so I wanted to do that. I have now gone back for seconds, thirds, and beyond.
Last night, I don't know what triggered it -- but I went to that "friends" house and got more. I have been up all night...this time smoking it. I could not put it down until it was gone. I did a whole lot. I am SO afraid.
My breathing is shallow and I have now not slept for an entire day. I don't know what to do..but I know that I cannot continue down this road.
Please help me somebody. Please help me.