Thanks for caring,
Parent, Octo & Reubena - it's just that I scared myself badly last night, similar to what Octo went through recently. Our new puppy was sick in the middle of the night & when my husband took her out for a walk I cleaned up the mess. I wasn't particularly upset or anything, but when I was alone in the kitchen I opened the 'fridge and grabbed a beer. I popped it - I did NOT drink it. I have no idea where the desire to drink came from, it's been 6 wks. It scared the hell out of me because it came out of nowhere! Next time it happens, will I be able to resist? I guess it's time to rethink the "It's ok to have beer in the house" thing. I was terrified at my lack of control. Today I have cried alot and been feeling very shredded, very humbled. I do not have this thing made after all.