...and you are dwelling on that thought. I have done it to myself, too. When I saw him walking down the street and my car thermometer read -18.
Trust me...it is waste of energy...easier said than done.
Do you believe he knows you love him? I have gotten to know a bit about you here and I think I know the answer to that. He does. So you are hugging him with your heart right now and he feels it.