Feel trapped by worry
I am worried about my son. I'm having a hard time sleeping because of it. I'm feeling guilty too. I'm worried that he will die and I feel guilty because I haven't seem him for so long.
If I went to see him it would probably fix things for me temporarily, but I think I need to keep my distance because maybe him feeling so alone is what is getting him into treatment right now.
So I think I'll wait and see how he does first. He found an outpatient center and will have his own counselor and go 3 times a week.
I don't really think he can stop using without going into detox, but at least this is a start.
I feel trapped this morning. These 2 things make me feel trapped. Worry doesn't do any good and guilt doesn't do any good either so I wish I could just stop feeling them.
Just venting,
MG