plus he is worried that I will fall in love with someone during the trip.
That's something I don't "get" about some of these addicts. This constant hinting that the other half is going to find somebody else or, if you decide to go no contact/break it off, the accusations that you already have somebody else. It's as if they never trusted you or maybe just assumed you would eventually see through them and want out.
Enjoy your trip Mama!
ARL