Galvna,
You'll figure it out. I know, in my experience, I cringe when someone wants me to do something I don't want to do. You have choices! Don't do anything you don't want to do. Being honest is good. And it sounds like he's laying guilt trips on you. I know I get really foggy in my thinking until I figure things out. You'll do what you need to do when the time is right. I think you already know what you want to do. You just have to sort through some emotions so you can do it.
Hang in there,
MG
[This message has been edited by Morning Glory (edited April 22, 2002).]